All I can say is WOW!... Since I have last written which I am truly sorry for the LONG absence. I lost my dad in June, daughter that I gave up for adoption found me in August, lost my mother-in-law in November whom was more of a mother to me than my own mom. Got kicked out of our rental home in Jan since the owners wanted to sell it due to increase property taxes. Got tricked to move in with an elderly lady that we did not know the extent of her mental condition... (can we say the woman can not remember more than 15 minutes at a time), are within 2 weeks of closing on a new home and last but not least, I'm to have a hysterectomy.

So as I can probably put it bluntly... Life has been kicking the hell out of us, however we are doing our best to put our best foot forward, not hide under our covers and still keep going on.

Even though my dad's death took a lot of wind out of my sails. My husband's mom passing did the same for him, I can say this has put the test of all tests to our relationship.

Playtime has been put on hold cause you really can't sneak someone into your home, which isn't really YOUR home. To have to give them a clip version of why there is a 72 year old woman drunk off her booty, walking around 1/2 naked... To see if they want to get frisky... Lets say it takes the wind out some folks sails real quick. Even I have had issues just trying to relax and as they say chill. Ya, I can't even make this stuff up, this is my life. LOL

Then add health issues for me which I have always been healthy as a horse ... I had a procedure done a year ago to help with my monthly's and due to complications,  I now need a hysterectomy.  and finally last trying to close on your second house without issues since the first one fell through 2 days before closing.

Life has been rough. I can probably go into more detail and may later but instead of writing here, I have been writing in my journal. It keeps the whining down to a minimum.

So dusting off the keyboard and going to try to catch you all up on what is going on and now not only to blog about the ups and downs of my life and trying to find myself after my kids all moved out. I also get to share the drama of having a hysterectomy and see what that adventure is going to entail. I hope as most women have told me... it will make free-er where right now i'm feeling pretty broke... *Sigh*

However, I do need to do some research as I had to pull all of my stories off due to changes on Google Blogging rules, at least before I add any new ones... I do miss sharing...