My Peeping Tom...

Well after going over my last post, cleaning it up a bit.. I thought I would share a little story with you that happen to me this morning.

I work graveyard so I get off about 6 to 7 am. No biggie but my husband works days so as I'm snuggling under the covers he is running for the door. This morning, I wash my face, brush my teeth and leave my door cracked a little so my pup can get out if need be without waking me.

Normally I don't have to worry about visitors as the 2nd level of the house is usually all mine. As I lay there, I realize I needed some stress relieving me time. The kind that one has to take care of oneself to do. I lay back, think of a naughty adventure that I have experienced and just close my eyes as I let my fingers do the rest. It takes me about 20 minutes and I get a happy ending twice... to myself I think not bad and roll over to get comfy as I know I will get some decent sleep.

However as I roll over facing the door, I spy someone watching me. Her glasses just barely pressed to the door so she has full view of me on my bed. As I get to move to shut the door, she turns and tries very quietly which is not so quiet and heads for the stairs. At first I'm mad cause I don't know how long she has been watching me, but then as I lay there a bit more... I start to laugh as she is 72 years old and maybe that is the most action she has seen in years. LOL

All I can say is WOW!... Since I have last written which I am truly sorry for the LONG absence. I lost my dad in June, daughter that I gave up for adoption found me in August, lost my mother-in-law in November whom was more of a mother to me than my own mom. Got kicked out of our rental home in Jan since the owners wanted to sell it due to increase property taxes. Got tricked to move in with an elderly lady that we did not know the extent of her mental condition... (can we say the woman can not remember more than 15 minutes at a time), are within 2 weeks of closing on a new home and last but not least, I'm to have a hysterectomy.

So as I can probably put it bluntly... Life has been kicking the hell out of us, however we are doing our best to put our best foot forward, not hide under our covers and still keep going on.

Even though my dad's death took a lot of wind out of my sails. My husband's mom passing did the same for him, I can say this has put the test of all tests to our relationship.

Playtime has been put on hold cause you really can't sneak someone into your home, which isn't really YOUR home. To have to give them a clip version of why there is a 72 year old woman drunk off her booty, walking around 1/2 naked... To see if they want to get frisky... Lets say it takes the wind out some folks sails real quick. Even I have had issues just trying to relax and as they say chill. Ya, I can't even make this stuff up, this is my life. LOL

Then add health issues for me which I have always been healthy as a horse ... I had a procedure done a year ago to help with my monthly's and due to complications,  I now need a hysterectomy.  and finally last trying to close on your second house without issues since the first one fell through 2 days before closing.

Life has been rough. I can probably go into more detail and may later but instead of writing here, I have been writing in my journal. It keeps the whining down to a minimum.

So dusting off the keyboard and going to try to catch you all up on what is going on and now not only to blog about the ups and downs of my life and trying to find myself after my kids all moved out. I also get to share the drama of having a hysterectomy and see what that adventure is going to entail. I hope as most women have told me... it will make free-er where right now i'm feeling pretty broke... *Sigh*

However, I do need to do some research as I had to pull all of my stories off due to changes on Google Blogging rules, at least before I add any new ones... I do miss sharing...